hrni ari isnin, bermakna hari permulaan keje.. da kunci jam pkul 5.30, 5.45, 6pagi..tp syabas aminah.. berjaya juga bangun pkul 6.30 pagi.. kalau la kt uia mmg da slamat tuang class.. ngantok gile kot...7.30 da masuk macam budak g skola je.. blk awal kol 4 ptg tp pepaham la KL kol4 da start jem.. i hate monday when its morning shift.. last week mmg heaven.. sgt suke keje ptg... start keje pkul 4.30 ptg.. so bgn leh lmbat dlm kol9 br bgn.. siap leh wat breakfast, masak tgahari, bwk adik bli buku n plg best tgk avatar pada hari rabu hnye rm6 tanpa bersesak2.. ptg keje kol 11 da blk n bleh tgk dyesebel kol 12 n relax..tido




arghh.....saya nak keje petang!

huhu... its been a long time i xupdated about myself.. actually there were many things happened since my last post... my final.. my last day at uia.. my job hunting.. theres so much thing to tell ya all.. but since it will take 30 pages to finish it up let me tell ya my latest story...

after a moth hunting for job, currently i'm working as customer service exec. for TM specifically for streamyx.. frankly speaking never crossed in my mind to be in this position since i'm not a sweet talker... but ya all know.. its hard for freshie to get a job with a good pay... so, instead of melepak xtentu pasal i choose to be apart of vads call centre.. for the first two months i have to go to training provided by them n will be paid for rm1500 for a month.. if everything goes well.. i'll be put in probation where i have to answer call from customer and hear all their pumpkin words.. ( we will regard cust f** words as pumpkin word e.g pumpkin u) cool right? during my probation my salary will be rm2000++. after 3mnths probation will high KPI's score i'll be singning for a new contract n my salary would be rm2600++... so i think there is one of the reason i accept the offer.. i have been interviewed for tutor at many colleges and they were so sacarstic by telling me that my expected salary which stated in my resume (RM2k) is too much for freshie..they offered rm1200 for freshie and i appreciate vads/TM for offering good path for freshie..

besides, after been for briefing i feel more secured being with TM since there are career advancement after at least one year working here.. there are so many vacancies offered for internal which means we are the potential manager.. haha.. so bak kata org.. bersusah2 dahulu bersenang2 kemudian.. let say i feel deppress in future and apply for other job at least i have some experience to be written on my resume heheh..


thats all for this moment..to be continued

i know this may sound very cliche but i love him so much. I juz done gayuting with him and i'm the happiest person in this world. i juz realized for what reason i bothered about someone who never care bout me when there is someone who always loves me and understands me ok sometimes not always but it is better than nothing.. lying on my bed and talking to him tru phone were the best activities i had ever done (for today). my heart fluttered whenever i heard his voice.. hehe.. here i tell u the keramat words from nasir eventhough it was repeated like thousands time. believe me.. these words still make me cair:

semalam hari yg sgt memilukan.. it was my last day spending time with him.. we had fun together..layan karok n nasir sang me almost all sad songs (rock kapak) sbg pesanan jgn curang bile die xde.. aku lak lyn lagu gedik2..tp de satu lagu jiwang n menduga vocal aku (kemelut dimuara kasih by ziana zain).. pastu kitorg g tgk movie.. fast n furious.4. hehe gile outdated.. tp best giler.. nasir lawak giler..die nangis mase scene dom blasah brian o'connor n when the truth is revealed..awek die mati sbb nk slamatkn dom.. erm.. nasir bab2 cinta mmg cpt touching.. erm.. pastu kitorg blk uma..mama msk gulai sotong.. sedap gile.. lepas lepak2 kt uma.. aku pown pack barang sbb nusaybah xnk bukak MPH..damn!!

pastu kitorg kuar again..nk spend time together..masa berlalu ngn cpt.. about 8p.m kitorg da smpai pudu..bli tiket nasir.. 10.30 ke baling.. time tu aku da rase betapa sedihnye aku.. aku akn start idop sorg2 kt cni.. yah.. i do have frens.. but life without him.. mcm rase xlengkap idop ni... aku xdpt nk control da.. pas kitorg melahap KFC.. tibelah sessi bertouching2..mcm2 pesanan die pesan kt aku..terutamanye..jgn sesekali curang spjg die xde.. due hrp aku sbr tggu 6 bln..die nk kmpul duit.. aku pe lg.. menangis cm org gile.. biasala..emo.. aku sempat lg merajuk tu..tetibe xkasi die blk..

about 10p.m. da tibe mase aku nk blk uia.. nasir anta aku smpai lrt.. sbb aku parking kt terminal putra.. pas bli tiket lrt.. aku rase nk pitam..aku xdpt nk trima perpisahan ni.. aku slm nasir n cium tgn die.. n then time nasir kucup dahi aku..air mata die jatuh berderai2..tanpa sepatah ucapan.. die trus pergi tinggalkn aku.. maybe sbb die xnk aku tgk die ngs.. b4 aku naik tgga ke lrt.. aku smpat berpaling.. nasir behenti tepi tu tgk aku..die bajet aku xnmpak la tu..

akibat terlalu sedih..aku terlajak..ptt aku benti kt masjid jamek tukar tren.. pastu tetibe aku da kt jln sultan ismail..aku cm blur.. aku trun dr tren n g seberang nk patah blk.. time tu aku da rase idop aku kosong.. xsmpai stgh jam berpisah ngn die.. aku da rase lemah.. tp aku kuatkn smangat.. pulang ke uia.. dgn seribu harapan

HARAPAN AGAR CINTA KAMI KEKAL SELAMANYA..